Feelings

These feelings that I have for you
Will they ever go away
Have you buried them so deep into my heart
That forever they will stay

Every time I think I'm over you
You just have to prove me wrong
I still love you to this day
Though it's been over for so long

I'd cut, cry, and pray
That you were mine like you were
But I'll never be with you again
You will always be with her

You've killed my soul
You've broken my heart
You sat and watched me
As my life came apart

You never once cared
and you never once tried
you didn't even say sorry
for the tears that I've cried

I gave you everything
I gave all I had
I knew that I loved you
but I didn't know it'd be so bad

You laughed and you teased
I wanted to die
All day thoughts of suicide
All night I would cry

I would give my life for you
And you still don't care
Even when your not around
You'll always be there

Your all I think about
Your all I need
But no, sit back and enjoy yourself
As your watching me bleed

The pain you cause is over-whelming
You probably just want me to die
I HATE how I phucking love you
I'll be seeing you, good-bye!!

**Not the best, but I don't care**