WHY

Why cant I say the
words I want to say.
No matter how hard
I try I just cant get
these words right in
my mind.

I sit here all alone
lost in thought.
Looking at these
words wondering
why I even try.

I suppose
I must to express
that which
I would other
wise compress.

So many lessons
learned so many
bridges burned.

Love lost pain
gained I know
life is short and
I am nothing.

I long for your
touch so much
but as is such
it is not to be
at this time.

Good thing one
of the lessons I
have learned is
patiences.So I
eagerly await.