Im so tired of this

So tired of everything
that i deal with each day
i just want all these problems
to move on or go away

so tired of the same old thing
that still remains in my head
every word that was spoken
and every sentence that was said

so tired of you right now
being someone i don't even know
its like you gave up on us
its like you totally let go

so tired of waiting around
to see if you will ever change
I'm sick of being put down
and for everything to rearrange

so tired of believing you
everything you've said to me
i guess it was all just a lie
Ive realized it finally

so tired of missing you
and crying over you each night
i have to be stronger then this
even though it doesn't seem right