It's a brand new year,
Yet another year with out you.
Of course, I still shed those occasional tears,
But it will never be the same anymore
Because now alls I can do is think about you.
The way I treated you was horrible,
I shouldn't have treated you like that
Because now my guilt is unbearable.
Why? What was my motive for acting that way?
Everyone listen to my facts.
I was young and out of control,
I didn't know what I was doing
Until one night my mom got the call.
I hear it ring, I knew it happened.
They basically said that you were no longer living.
Tears streamed down my face
Faster than a waterfall,
My heart suddenly began to pace.
I broke down, fell to my knees.
Never again do I want to relive that horrific call.
Baba, you will always be alive in my heart.
Even though from me heaven is pretty far.
But I feel your touch when ever I sleep,
The kiss that you give me on the cheek,
Goes way deeper than anyone can imagine.
You taught me a very valuable lesson.
You told me to forgive and forget
And not to look back and have a single regret.
Thank you for everything you've ever done
YOU ARE ALWAYS MY NUMBER ONE!
I love you Baba.
