God

Here i am crying in a room with people
but yet i feel so alone
not one person came to see what was up
God Ive been broken for so long

i know you exist
i know you are real
but when i go to church
your presence i can never feel

you are so near
but yet so far
you are so close to my mind
but so far from my heart

i wanna let you in
so much i want to
but its just so hard for me
to give all my problems to you

i know you can fix them
i know you can make them go away
for some weird reason
these problems seem to stay

i stay up in my bed
late at night
I'm always crying
because i don't know what im gonna do with my life

i don't know how I'm gonna go on
with out my parents, they mean so much to me
knowing that they're not just around the corner
makes me sad frequently

my life is a tragic
that will never end
there is always something to add
and leave me with nothing to defend

my life will never be the same
it never will be
what did i do
why did this happen to me

all I'm saying is that
god i need you here
i know you can take away everything
even my worst fear

i know you love me
more then any one else can
i know you care for me
then any man

these are words
i thought i would never say
lord come into my heart
and take my pain away

let you be the one
I'm longing to see
so when this life is over
i will be with you for eternity

***sorry dis was so long but PLEASE COMMENT***