If i Cried Tonight

If i cried tonight
would you hold me?
tell me that its alright
i could be anything i want to be
would you tell me that you love me
that I'm not just a faded memory
would you hold me close
and would you cry with me?

i feel my life slipping
like I'm slowly dying
I'm always tired cause i cant sleep
i stay up too late crying
pretend I'm always happy
I'm sick of all this lying
when i tell you that I'm fine
i always catch you sighing

i know that you know I'm lying
you always seem to know
I'm sure that you've already guessed
that i purposely let my blood flow
through my wrists but i cant stop
its a habit thats painful and slow
just remember that i always
and will never stop loving you

if i did something drastic
and you never saw me after tonight
please listen when i tell you this
no matter what you'll be alright
if i made a mistake
and didn't see the light
i love you, don't you forget
please don't loose sleep tonight

if i leave this world
please baby don't cry
we will be together again
and together we will fly
i will always miss and love you
i don't want to leave you behind
but just remember this is always
a time that we must die

if i cried tonight
would you hold me?
if i died tonight
would you still love me?
would i simply become
a faded memory?
if i cried for your help
would you cry with me?