A Mistake

Its not hard to believe
That we all make mistakes
But the one that Ive made
Has made life hard to take

I did something dumb
I threw someone away
And later, it hit me
That my love still stayed

I thought it was for better
But it turned out for worse
How could it all have been
If that one day, I did the reverse

For what I did to her
In my silly, immature youth
We went out on the worst of terms
But she never knew the truth

I had just been afraid
Of what we couldve been
I cant even handle now
What I couldnt handle then

All I can say is sorry
For always making you cry
And when I said I didnt love you
I'm sorry, but I lied