Sorry

You make everything so very hard
No chance to get closer to you
Refusing to lower your guard
I don't know what else to do

I just want you as my friend
Is it really too late for us
Does this have to be the end?
Can we not even try to discuss?

I let you down that much I know
I realize I gave you a difficult time
But it was more than 5 months ago
Why am I still paying for my crime?

I loved you for six long years
Could not erase you from my mind
At nights I often cried tears
Because you had left me behind

Okay I know you do not love me
As painful as it is for me to admit
It seems we were not meant to be
There was nothing there to split

I hope that one day you forgive
The mistakes that I have made
I will regret as long as I live
And wish that friends we stayed