Every step of the way is like stepping on firey hot coals.
Every time I see light,
a cloud ruins the warmth.
Every time I have prayed,
no one listens.
Every time I cried,
there's no one there to hold.
Every time I have a smile,
its only a cover up,
of my pain, so I don't hurt others.
Every time I get angry I want to hurt someone,
I cry and get even more angry and hurt myself.
Every time i see a speck of blood,
I want to see more.
