Every step of the way,
is like stepping on fiery hot coals.
Every time I see light,
a cloud ruins the warmth.
Every time I have prayed,
no one listens.
Every time I cried,
there\\\'s no one there to hold.
Every time I have a smile,
its only a cover up,
of my pain, so I don\\\'t hurt others.
Every time I get angry I want to hurt someone,
I cry and get even more angry and hurt myself.
Every time i see a speck of blood,
I want to see more.
Every time I see the tears roll down
my boyfriends face, I cry.
and want to do more because
I hurt the person I love the most.
Every time I\\\'m mad, I get beet red.
Every time I go on in life,
Its like the Grim Reaper is stealing a piece of me.
Every time I feel pain i coil up,
like a hurt animal.
Every time I\\\'m angry or in dedepression|_I want to die.
Every time I think of the future,
my mind goes blank.
Every time I look at my beloved boyfriend,
my mind fills with thought of happiness, hope and joy.
Every time I think how much I love him, how much I would hurt if I left him alone in this mean,
reckless life.
Every time I try my best, but each time I fail,
I try again to do better,
but for some odd reason, it never works out.
Every time, I hope there is never a Every time again.
