Over and over a thought replayed
seeing me I began to say
what happened and why me?
I thought back to that day
And how I should act more assured
but natural instinct had me instead
I felt like I was the one who did it all
Everything was soon out of control
I felt my mind left myself alone
Thoughts came I couldn't understand
Why am I having to go through this pain?
As I stared in amazement
How could this be when I did nothing at all
No one could know cause no one was there
Just me and the two that were gone
As I struggled to keep the air in my body
A rush of people ran to my side
I just looked dead in their eye
hoping they would read the question on my mind
No answer was coming quick enough
so I lifted my head and looked up
There he was looking at with the the answer
but left unheard, they are gone now
the worst fear now true
if I should follow, I would be in hell for such a sin
I can't continue alone
So I clenched my fist and tried to carry on
one more day and the pain has grown
my heart could not handle this suffering
so I committed the up most pain of all
I realize now a regretful mistake
I destroyed what I had left and those around me
Understanding what I did was wrong
I stood and begged to get in and somehow won
Now were together again, so why don't I feel free?
