I am here alone and cant decide on what to do
i could be alone hugging up my teddy bear or be wit you you messed up once was it an honest mistake l let my guard once and look where i am at my dreams were once up but all of a sudden you were gone how was i ever to move on its been two years and i am still in pain from all this all i have on my heart is a bloody stain
i know you told me to quit and i have done my best but so much has gone down its beginning to become a pest i have moved on and hurt myself once more i don't know if i will ever learn each time another lie another burn life has become so hard so complicated since you left but you'd be proud i have solved my problems cold turkey it was alot and subconsciously i had you there the thought of loosing you away to that drug gives me horrible nightmares i can hardly bare i love you so much all i ask is if i need you one day and you are there can you provide me with your loving touch
