Lost

I want out,
I want it to stop,
I want to get away,
I want to be left alone.

It tears at me,
This feeling,
It won't disapear,
Nothing helps.
The tears fall,
And I pray that they will,
Let this monster inside,
Out.

I want out,
I want it to stop,
I want to get away,
I want to be left alone.

I feel lost,
I feel as if I am drowning,
And can't help myself.
I can't stand feeling like this anymore..
It hurts too much,
But i dont know what to do!