Mom

I was just a baby
not that old
yet you left me
reason untold

Crying for you
thats how I spent my days
I was curious without a clue
though He said you loved me too

A pain stricken heart
piercing my soul
why did you have to part?
That I'll never know.

I saw you just a year ago
hope filled my dying soul
You said it wasn't so
but I still don't understand why you had to go?

Now I don't want you around
I know you don't either
cause its you I found
you didn't look for me neither

This is only read in books
but this is real
so it looks
I didn't ask for this to feel

I just wanted you there
I prayed every chance I got
to have time with you to share
But I guess God forgot

A black stone dwells in me
with a flame so high
if you could only see
the way for you I cry