Heart break

Why do I love you
if I only get your love half the time
why is it when im hurt
you think everythings fine
times I need you the most
it seems your never there
its lyke even when we touch
you dont even care
is it normal
to feel my heart breaking
was it real love
or for all this time have you been faking
i wish i could be you world
the only thing you ever wanted
but i guess my mind mistakes me for something that your not
people thing im stupid
but i dont think i could ever leave you
but my heart just wont do it
and for you my love is true
its killing me inside for each time we fight
i dont know why
but your all i think of when i cry
i know im stupid for waiting
until my heart breaks completley
but when you do
maybe youll relise
how much you need me
why do i cry over you your only a guy
no matter how hard i try
to convince myself
for some resson it still hurts inside