I wish I could put into words
All you made me feel
It's so much to express
It's so much to experience a;; at once
Excitement ...whenever you called
Happiness...always had me laughing
Anticipation...your randomness always had me guessing
Desperation...I didn't know I could want someone in so many ways
Fear...of how deep I knew I fell
Enlightment...you made me see a different side of me
Beautiful... the way you looked at me
But mainly different... than anyone else has ever made me feel
You now make me feel
Pain...like my heart was ripped out right in front of my eyes
Disappointment...because I know you are better than this
Jealousy... every time I think of you and her
Doubt...about everything you ever told me
Anger...towards myself for letting you in
Stupid... for thinking you cared
But mainly... a hole in my heart that you sat there and spit at
But I WILL get over you
And you'll eventually just be an experience that prepared me for someone so much better
And then I'll thank you, for all you made me feel
But right now... I hate you for making me fall in love with you
