Im scared
Im not who I want to be
This is not my destiny
My life right now cant be it
There must be something else
Something Im missing or not seeing
Because Im not seeing who the real me is any more
Why cant I just be who I want to be
And not worry about what my people think
Not my friends, people I hate, or people who hate me
They all influence me to be something else
Something Im not, or someone I cant be
For my whole life Ive had to pretend to be someone Im not
And really I have no clue, who I am any more
I hope I find my self soon
Before its too late...
