Okay just so you no This wasnt true nothing of it, I just blah started Writeing watever i thought>I was mad at SOMEBODY) and it all Came out, :( its kinda bad since nothin of it is True, But once i started writeing i couldnt stop!! anyways here it is!!>>
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So i sit here wondering,
Is this true?
Do you love me?
Like i love you
Is this a Game You guys like to play?
Am I some kinda toy you can just throw away?
So you say this is love,
well do you know what love is?
Its a game People like to play,
You either fall or you Pay,
Either way you cant have your way,
I don't play this foolish game,
cause either way I'll have to pay,
sometimes you fall,
You broke my heart,
You tore it apart,
Split down the Middle,
With Just so Little,
I had nothing to say to you,
I Never wanted to see your face,
I Hid in my room,
And screamed I'm a "Disgrace"
i wanted to die,
I started to Cry,
I Took the Blade To my vain,
I Cut my Vain and prayed to god,
Maybe this is the day, I'll be gone,
I'll watch my life fade as i linger on,
I'll Cry wishing i would die,
And all of this because of a Guy,
All i have to say, Is Goodbye and good-day,
I lay on the floor Blood still pouring out of my vain,
I cant feel anything,
I think this is the end,
I Black out, and don't come back,
i hear the door swing open and i hear mom say,
What happend, my dad sitting there with me in his arms,
its like I'm out of my body watching it all,
Dad had tears streaming down his face,
mom was saying she thought she was a disgrace,
Dad sat there holding me in his arms,
He Checked my Pulse,
he Looked up at my mom,
and by then she new i wasn't with them anymore,
mom sat down on my bed,
she found a Note that read
"I'm sorry you had to whiteness my death,
I Loved you guys, But there is nothing left,
all this time i faked everything, The Smiles and the laughter,
This isn't your fault, i loved you guys so,
You will never understand why i had to go,
My life got so Tough, I wanted to let go,
I finally took gods hand and he led me down the road,
We walked hand in hand, talked face to face,
He never doubted me, not one single Case
he said i wasn't a disgrace,
He said he loved me so, and hearing those words,
I Broke down and Cried, he held me in his arms,
he said i didn't have to feel bad,
It was my time to go,
but i loved you guys so bad,
I died because of him,
The one you didn't like,
I snuck out with him, and we had a fight,
he said Go to hell, Your a nothing on earth,
Thats when i felt like dieing, i cried here on earth,
i hated this life, why did he have to treat me so wrong, i loved him with all my might,
mommy he Broke my heart, and now I'm gone,
This isn't your fault I love you guys so,
I just want you to no,
That i died just to show,
I fell to hard in love,
He tricked me and i felt pain,
I'm 6feet under, with know more pain,
Know more pain to gain in my vain,
I love you guys, I don't want you to hurt, I just want you to no, i died for him,
and now I'm under the dirt,
