An hour ago, I had my one last real cry
"I hope you crash your car and you die"
Those are the harsh words that rang through my mind
Feeling the pain of the best love turned so unkind
From our beginning to the end, I feel the regret
And back again, from the end to the day we met
I can't stand these thoughts that plague my dreams
Your words stung my heavy heart, it's torn at the seams
I begged for help, from friends to God, every single night
God didn't answer, everyone all told me it's a useless plight
To chase a love that has long run its tragic course
To run into a wall with you laughing, without remorse
The image of your birthday rose thrown down the trash
Bracelet broke in half, pictures turned down to ash
I felt my belief of real love just floating away
The pain still isn't gone, it lingers to this day
Moving on wasn't as easy as I made it out to be
Though I'm happy now, a void is still left in me
There's no one to hold, an image of you is still there
Until the day I find out, I'm gonna wonder if you still care ..
