Hiding

Laugh and cries.
I'm living a lie.
I pretend to smile.
I pretend to laugh.
To cover up my tears.
To cover up my scars.
You see nothing.
I keep hiding.
I don't want to play.
I want to stay here.
I don't want to go deeper.
Please don't speak.
I cover up my arms.
Not looking int he mirror.
Blood over the sink.
I feel wozy.
I fall to the floor.
My vision blurrs.
I see nothing now.
I smile.
I laugh.
More tears come.
I slip away.
While my last tear falls.