I just have to tell you one thing
Just one thing before I die
I have always loved you and will always love you
Your my everything
Your my world
I Love You With all my heart
And I don't know,
but it might be the medicine talking
Or my lack of blood
Cause I've been taking pills,
And cutting for awhile now
I was drinking, but that doesn't solve my problems
My problems are beyond solving
These pills are only a temporary fix
And the cuts leaves scars that haunt me
I'm addicted to you
And because your gone,
I'm addicted to these too
I would give me life for you
I Am giving my life to you
I'm dying everyday
Little by little
I'm screaming for help in a crowded room
But no one can hear me
Every time you talk at me,
It's just another cut
And every time you touch to me,
It's just another pill
And every time you look at me
It's just another memory that you bring
Reliving my heartbreak over and over
Reliving your lies, all the bullshit you told me
Reliving the times you said that you'd
"Love Me Forever"
Reliving the kisses and that hugs you gave me
I Hate how I still love you
I should hate you for what you've done
It's been 2 months on Friday
And I'm still not over you yet
Everyday I cry for you
I bleed for you
I NEED you with me
The weird thing is,
your memory is what's keeping me here
But you're what's killing me
Your the only one who can make me happy
And sad all at the same time
You make me scared and intimidated
Yet you make me feel loved and wanted
And am bleeding in my room
Thinking of all that you've done
I just have to tell you one thing
Just one thing before I die
I hate that I love you this much,
Good-bye...
