I Can't Believe I Believed You..

I promised myself
I’d never let it happen again
But here I am crying
With a chest full of pain

I’m so dumb
I actually thought
You were going to be different from the rest
But no you’re the arrow my heart caught…

I can’t believe I believed
Every lie you ever said
Now you’ve made me
Wish myself dead

I stuck up for you
Went against my only friends
Now you’re gone and so are they
And they say “True love never ends”

How can that be true?
I loved you with all my heart
You told me the same
But now I’ve fallen apart

You were the only thing left
In this broken land
You promised me you’d always be here
And you’d never let go of my hand

What a lie
You’ve chosen another
I hope she’s happy
And this time you really love her

I’m slowly getting over you
But it’ll take a while
It’s been such a long time
Since I’ve let myself smile

All I know right now
Is my love for you
Is slowly killing me
And there’s no way I can find to see this through

I can’t believe I’m gonna’ say this,
But all I can think is : I want you back
Even though you hurt me so bad
And turned my heart blue and black.