A poem for him prt2

I don't want death taking over,
Nore mine or his life,
But if i was to kill myself,
I know he would turn to the knife.

I don't want him to leave cos of me,
I'm not worth him wasting his soul,
He can live on without me,
Though i know it will hurt him so.

He says he don't want no one else,
And when he says this i do believe,
This is why i get so worried,
When he says if you go i too shall leave.

I love him with all my heart,
More than life itself,
Iv loved him from the start,
He took my hand and pulled me out.

Took me away from the darkness,
Brought me into the light,
Took me away in his arms,
As we sat staring at the beautiful night.

But when he's not around i feel week,
Week like i want to die,
i wish i could say i was happy,
But that would just be a big lie.

I'm happy when he's around,
That part is the truth,
But when I'm not with him,
I don't know what to do.

I'm scared that i might loose him,
And i don't want that to happen,
I'm sacred that one day he cant take my depression,
And he leaves me,
No that cant happen!