Let it burn

Oh Lord...let my eyes burn...
let my eyes burn in that empty night in the dark...
Let it burn...hopping you would come back...hugging my body tight..

I know you don't love me,
that you see me just like a toy
and that you are just abusing me ...

Please...just abuse me ...abuse me more and more..
so I don't have to think about killing myself like million times before...just abuse me...