Damn i cant get you out of my head. i guess listening to slow songs arnt helping. damn i miss you. you know this too. you just choose not to do anything. damn boy you telling me shit like you would walk threw fire for this girl, you love her, and you wanna be with her. i don't get it. you and me we got the same problem. we both wanna be with people that hurt us. you wanna be with her and i wanna be with you. its funny though. you cant came up with one time that i hurt you. not one. but with her you got a list. some day i want you to sit with me, look me in the eyes and tell me why. why you would rather be with someone that hurts you over an over an over again. i can tell exactly why i wanna be with you. the first time i saw you i fell in love with you. you know this too. i can go back an tell you anything about the first time we met. what you were wearing, what you smelled like, how you acted, anything. i told you everything about me. things that most of my family members don't know. i just wish you would feel the same. i know it will never happen. thats why i don't really get upset anymore. i know that you will never change. no matter how hard i try to help you see what you do it will never work. i love you to death. i would do anything for you. i told you this too. but you don't listen. you never listen. so i'm done talking.
