My Life

You Might Not Want to Read This,
As It Has Been My Life for too Long,
So Many Times I Felt Like I was Gonna Burst,
But I've Tried To Stay Strong

Bursting With Tears,
Anger You Couldn't Believe,
Fights Every night,
Endless Feelings of My Grieve

Lock Myself Up,
Isolate Myself From My Nightmare,
Cry Away Today,
So Longer I Couldn't Bare

Knife Was My Last Resort,
At Times I Couldn't Resist,
It Seemed So Wrong,
Bleeding From My Wrist

I Cry Out As Much as I can,
Till My Eyes Are Dry,
My Heart just Fixed A little,
Until Tomorrow I Don't Need To Cry

Heart Still Teared,
Feelings Still Scarred,
Tears Ran Down Crazy,
It Hits Me So Hard

My Feelings Are Provoked in The Morning,
Put On my Smiley Face,
Within Screaming To Get Out,
My Heart Begins To Race

Endless Nights Pondering,
What I Could Possible Do,
To Let Out The Horror,
That Continually Grew

I Finally Open The Drawer,
Containing That Last Resort,
For This Was the End,
Where I Cut My Life Short