I don't know why

I don't know why I have to live my life Cause I really don't want to anymore I guess I can deal with it But all I do is mourn I wear black but I'm not a not a goth Cause he doesn't want me to be He's the only thing that keeps me alive He keeps me from doing dumb things and hurting my self He knows what I like what my obsessions are Vampires, demons, or anything dark I sold my soul to Satan long ago But my heart will always be with him I don't know why I should keep living Oh wait because of him he is the only one that cares So just for him I'll wear black but I won't be goth I'll carry my razor But I won't hurt my self I'll think of death But I won't do it and I Don't Know Why

I love you Ty. This one's for you!!