Once happy

So happy.. thats all i feel!
yeah when i am not here, on this earth or in this place. leave me alone In my privacy and space. but u dont, u never leave me alone! why dont u just go away! i dont need u, i need someone Else but she is not here anymore. she left to where i want to be. where i know i could be happy. with her, we would laugh, and talk about things know one understands. up high we would hold our hands! so when u think u know me, think again. cause there is only one person, on her my life does depend.....