Hopeful goodbyes

Ive had my time,

And now that time has come to a heartbreaking end

But this end is not my doing, OH NO!

Nor my aspiration

Was I so naive to think it would last forever?,

As Im told Nothing lasts forever

BUT! Constantly Ive heard these words told too many times b4

I just choose not to believe but what do i know?

I too have my hopes, my dreams as many others do

Mine may be out of the ordinary

May seem to big to reach

But never underestimate the power of me or love or wants

And sadder to think we easily forget our needs in life from our wants

Wanting is one thing but to get usually ends up in disappointment

Stuff my needs when it comes to this want

This want could never disappoint me

Im counting down my final days

I shall be having to say many unwanted goodbyes

For which I have not come a custom to yet

Missing is something I wish not to endure

For which that feeling does tire

Changes I am not a devotee of

It comes with my nature

Something you just dont grow out of

So although time it still ticking

And I still have a few days to come

I must pour out my heart and soul before its too late

Before I become a distant memory

The ones where pin pointed actions, words, picture

Flash back to what once was

But wait this goodbye is not forever

Nothing lasts forever

GOODBYE