Loneliness

Welcome to my life
loneliness,raging,hating,loving,
hurting,wondering,trying.
Whose to tell?
Even though I have
not been to hell.
I know you won't hear my yell.
you won't catch my fall.
Hurting from the inside out.
Having any doubt?

My mind is full
of loneliness
wondering if your loving was
my less.
Raging, through my helpless dreams.
Wondering if you'll hear me scream.

Wondering when it's the end
but really you should think about the beginning.
You think you have it right
But you have it all wrong.
fighting all the memories.

My mental confusion will not end
Wondering when gods change will bend.
Hating love while it's hating me.