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by cupidschild Jan 27, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about death
You had your last smoke then fell to the floor, and I almost choked when I walked through the door. Expected to see you sittin' up in a chair, but I couldn't believe I saw you there, dead on the ground with grandma wringing her hands, and that god-awful sound of silence from all those men. One, two, three on your chest they pumped, and when they looked at me I started to slump down to the floor, as you did that morning, God, I expected more of a warning. And Grandma in her gown kept saying "he's breathing," Should I let her down? Or let her keep on believing, it was just a bad fall, her son'll be fine tommorow. But what about all the men's eyes filled with sorrow? And I knew you were dead, when they wheeled you out the door, Grandma turned to me and said "He was gone when he hit the floor."