Dreamland of death

While hes awake he dreams
he dreams of a land of make believe
a dream land where he can feel no pain

no pain from the ones he loves
and the ones he wants to love
he can be there any time
day or night

no one can hurt him there
cut him down to a
speck of nothingness
there he cant even hurt him self

but when he wakes up from the dream land all the pain in his life comes rushing back like waves of death crawling through his body taking control

see no one really knows when this one is hurting you may catch glimpse's of it but you never really know

all he wants is for someone to care for him but no one ever will
the pain in his heart is his burden and his alone
he only hopes that death will come soon.