I am sitting in my room
Wondering what to write
Biting off my nails now
Heading towards the light
Something i tried to,
head for all my life
But something was stopping me
It didnt seem just right
Abuse is what i've been through
Suicide included
Disorders is what i past now
Trying to conclude it
Who am i really? Or who will i be?
I try to think but i just dont care
I gave my love as much as i could give it
But mom or dad didnt seem to take it
Im just 16 now
Who's been in and out of hospitals
In and out of group homes
And in and out of foster homes
Who knows if im alive
Who knows if im dead
Who knows if my soul is running up ahead
Who knows if i'll be rich
Who knows if ill be famous
I completly doubt
Ill ever make it
I've always tried to exclude my past
And always tried to include my future
But as of yesterday, today and tomorrow
Ill be living my past as i grow older
Coming to conclusion
My carreer down the drain
My heart turns and spins
With me suffering in pain
Love=life
Life=love
I=death
Cause
Death=Me!
