I look at the stars,
as i sit on the grass,
i always look at the one bright star,
and everything i do i think of my past.
I always look at that star,
and even though its black,
it still shines in the sky,
telling me something i lack.
the star reminds me of someone,
who i always loved the most,
now i just think,
how can i forget someone who was so close?
everynight that star,
is always in the same place,
and everytime i stare at it,
i always have tears falling from my face.
the star still shines black,
and i know that its is you,
looking down at me and hopeing,
what you saw wasn't true.
the star stop shining,
as it saw me fall to my fate,
but if you look at my soul,
its all black from the hate.
The Star turns blacker and darker,
as my soul starts to disappear,
the sky starts to rain,
as i start to cry a single tear.
Now the star that shines a black glow,
has turned as black as my heart,
now forever we both are cursed,
with our soul's cold and dark...
~*this poem is deacatied to my brother in law who died on Feb 23rd...2 days after my brithday. he will be dead of 3 years on Feb 23rd 2006...
R.I.P Derek Vandermark*~
