Jessica's things

Going through Jessica's things
she was happy though it seems
who would have known who would have guessed
she acted great and always looked her best
she aways so beautiful no one could compare
everyone loved her everyone cared.
though1 person didn't he was her love
going through Jessica's stuff
see all her smiles remember her here
remember her laughter all through this year.
going through what Jessica left.
remained one message and here's what it said.

underneath the smile I'm not OK
and so i plan to die today
i am not wanted i am not loved
i mean nothing to anyone
with this knife and note inside
I'll take my life in this terrible suicide
who this hurts i don't care
i need to escape the stares.
underneath the smile I'm not oKay