Maybe Tomorrow

And you wonder where I went wrong
What could have caused this pain
I used to be so strong
Now the tears fall down like rain

There are storm clouds in my eyes
And it all threatens to fall apart
But I hide the truth behind my lies
I won't let them see my broken heart

With my fingers down my throat I purge it all out
Hoping that with it, my pain will go
But I am so full of this doubt
And how can I tell you what you don't know

You see a picture perfect me
One that doesn't exist
I will paint it on so you will see
And I will cover up my bleeding wrist

I am dying inside but I have to pretend
That I am okay
And that my heart will mend
At least for today

But maybe tomorrow I will be real
And you will finally see this hurt I have hidden
And maybe I will keep down a meal
So you will see I am passion driven

But for now I will fall apart
And try to release this pain
The hurt that has broken my heart
Will cause my tears to will fall down like rain

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