Why couln't you stay

I look at her and she is a beauty
The opposite of me.
The queen of your life the girl you love
Who I could never be.
And I wonder what I did wrong
And what does she do right?
I pray that again we could someday be
I pray with all my might.
I try and smile like um all cool
But I can't when I know its fake.
I keep thinking of that little boy I always Said we'd make.
Now when I see her in my place I swear I want to cry.
My friends ask me do I still care and I can only lie.
The memories just glow and shine they'll Never go away.
Can't understand what I did wrong
Why couldn't you just stay?
I close my eyes to not see you but like the Sun you glow.
If I could be your queen just for one day
I'd never let you go.