I stood in the rain
And looked to the sky
Thinking of how
I wanted to die
All of my life
And all that I've done
Standing alone
With no where to run
I start to shiver
Rain soaking my skin
Pain filled hole
Taking over from within
Left yet again
Alone with my pain
While my silent tears
Fall with the rain
I see what I've done
I've f*(ked up it all
I don't deserve
To be caught when I fall
I'm so sorry I did it
I didn't want to lie
But the thought of losing you
Made me want to die
I know it's all my fault
I can see that now
I want so badly to fix it
But I don't know how
I can't die
But neither can I live
I know it's not enough but you can have
All that I can give
Screaming with agony
I fall to my knees
While plays across my face
A cold little breeze
Now lying on the ground
Drenched through and through
Feeling what I'm afraid to show
But this is nothing new
I never cry in front of anyone
But looking up I see
This time I'm not alone
The sky is crying with me
