Neverending Hurt

You don't love me
Neither do I
So I crawl
In my corner and cry
Can't stand how much
I hurt inside
Familiar feeling returns
More of me has died
But oh how I wish
That all of me had
Then maybe I wouldn't
Have to hurt so bad
I can't stand it
It's more than I can take
So once again
I watch me break
I'm losing it
But I'm still trying
To find something to grasp
While slowly I'm dying
I find there's nothing there
Nothing at all
With nothing to hold on to
Once again I fall
And like always before
There's no one there to catch me
But this time is different
As I realize I see
This time I can't save myself
I won't even try
It hurts too bad to live
So I let me die
I feel me go
Shattered heart stops beating
My lungs collapse
And I stop breathing
I just wanted to be kissed
I just wanted to be hugged
But most of all
I just wanted to be loved