Through all these fake smiles
And lies i made to cover the truth
To only be found out again
As i was never enough for you
Every ounce hurled i cannot ingest now
I've got to a point where these words aren't enough
Every letter spoken i cannot take back
As this pain has got to much
Everyone asks if I'm okay
But i just lie and say yes
For this smile on my face
Is a personal test
i cannot help who i am now
You say i have to change
Threaten me with help
But thats not me i don't work that way
I have gone to far for help
My life now in taters
My heart broken one to many
As my blood vessels shatter
I tried drink to take me away
For my heart was bleeding upon this floor
The lies made dug this grave
But your to blind to notice anymore
Sometimes i feel so dramatic
And wonder who i really am
If i can stand this
As my life is such a sham
These words aren't enough
To express this heart ache
I'm torn between life and death
As i feel so fake
