When you get so bad
When you realize how socially isolated you have become
When you feel like your life is over and done
When you can't look in the mirror
Without the blink of a tear
And you cannot forget the hurt of the year
Can't face towards the shiny surface
Because you cannot shed another water drop
As you hate everything you see
And cannot bring yourself to say "wait thats me"
Rewind time
To rewind every tear
Every yes, no , maybe and I love you
Melodramatic i know, i need someone
But no one has showed
I pushed them all out
For now all i can do is shout
Into the black night
And hurt everyone who is close
Until I'm the one who needs help the most
When you cry into the empty nights
The hollow frame you see in the mirror
When you have only skin and bone and begin to shiver
Bunk off school and watch your grades fall
because you can't face anything at all
But denial is a grate thing
Deni I'm here
For i won't be next year
* tears cry these oceans, only for us to swim in *
