Today would be your birthday
as i sit here crying
i cant believe that i lost you
because inside I'm dying
you'd be fifteen today
happy birthday to you
I'm so sorry i hurt you
oh my god i miss you
i guess god had a place for you
in his loving arms
now your up in heaven
with no more harm
my heart is so broken
I'm breaking down
i need you right now
to help me come around
i pretend I'm happy
but i wasn't even 2 months ago
that you took the gun to your head
and died with one blow
you meant so much to me
and you always will
i cant fight anymore though
all i want is you still
you told me you'd be though
that you wouldn't hurt yourself
I'm not mad i guess
i just cant believe you did this to yourself
they think I'm lying
that you went away
but they can go see for themselves
ill take them to your grave
as i sit here and write this
revealing my pain
I'm only thinking of you
and thats driving me insane
please forgive me
for i wasn't there for you
i didn't make it in time
but i was the first to see you
i keep thinking
i was all my fault
that i could have stopped you
if i hadn't come to a halt
the car broke down
so i got out and ran
i knew if i could reach you...
id stop you if i can
god dam it i feel so bad
i miss you so much
it make me so sad
so ill go now
singing your favorite song
but ill still never get over the fact
i cant believe you're gone
