Tear in my eye

I need help with this,
Trying to get the past out of my head.
I watch as the blood drips,
As the tears shed.

I try to hide my pain,
Behind my broken smile.
I hate the fact this happened,
The fast you still went on in style.

It seems to turn out wrong,
Someone I love turns around.
They tare my heart out,
And leave me bleeding on the ground.

It's not easy anymore,
I'm giving up on me.
Giving up on what I fight for,
Because no one can see.

With the light beaming on the paper,
And a tear drop falling out of my eye.
I'm starting to choke up,
Wishing that life would pass by.

She won this time,
She won your heart over.
I will move past you,
And call someone else my lover.

I always thought life was a fairytale,
Always thinking of a dream.
When I make this last cut,
You won't hear me scream.

Just let me give up,
Let me take my place.
I'll let you see me one last time,
With a tear running down my face...

* It's not really good, I was over at my sister's apartment, and it was like 11 at night and I didn't have anyting to do..... Please vote or comment.....*