Suicide

I wish i would of known
that i had another way out
that i could of prevented
my mothers horrid shout
from the day she found my lifeless body on the floor
when i had thought that i couldnt live any more
i had taken her 686p
and the trigger i pulled
i thought that we would be better off
but i had been fooled,
She fell to her knees
and soaked up my blood
screaming-Please, God Please bring her back to me-
i thought i set my soul free
but i damned it to hell,
Thats when she took the gun from out of my hand
and held it up to her head
her last words were-Without my daughter i am better off dead-
she pulled the trigger
and in a split second her life ended
our blood quickly blended
my suicidal plans had infected
a life that was meant to be lived
and the lives of others who i plead for them to forgive
a lost soul that decided it was time to die
not thinking of the people who were left to cry