This is what I know
I don\'t always do my part
Something you don\'t know:
sometimes you break my heart
Something else I know:
I\'m a spoiled selfish brat
But sometimes you treat me as though I am a 6 year old spoiled selfish brat.
Couple more things you might not know.
All the things that I do, like music, drumming, or drama, I wish you at least pretend to care.
Sometimes the reason i a a spoiled little bi*** is because I wish that you REALLY were there. (dad)
I know that everyday my heart tries to mend.
but Jaclyn and I\'s friendship was unbreakable, it couldn\'t even bend
Everyday I wonder why, and it\'s always on my mind.
I just can\'t seem to leave her behind.
April was someone that I always looked up to.
I mean, she was just sooo cool.
But then one day I did not realize she didn\'t care back.
she never made a single phone call.
Like she got so much better and got so tall.
Her baby will never no us, and we\'ll never know him
But in their eyes, why does that matter?-we\'re not kin.
But don\'t worry everything will be fine
I won\'t do anything stupid and I\'m always on time.
I don\'t follow I lead
If I was a follower I already would have done every drug any addict could ever need.
But just for your reassurance I never have done any drug, even though I\'ve been asked.
so deep down keeping me in line is not a hard task.
I just wish you would see what I DO too, or what I at least try to do for you.
I just wish my dad would actually WANT to spend quality time with me.
it could be doing anything in the world, as long as he is showing me that I ADD UP to his standards.
And I want you to know that no matter how big our fight.
I love all of yo, mom, dad, Branden, with everything in me and all my might.
~Ashley
