In this world alone.

The voice inside just wants to scream out
but i choose to keep it hidden
i know deep inside what it would shout
for better days and times that i have been ridden.
I know people don't know what is happening to me
and how my mind is playing,
i don't care coz i don't want them to see
my minds twisted and ugly ways.

I'm starting to think maybe my mind is sane
and my spirit is what is tainted,
the thing that is causing me all the pain
so happy my face will stay painted .
after all the times i have held the tears back
scared what other people will think,
the harm it has caused can not be reversed
so now i watch who i am sink.

i am surrounded by friends who i am sure would care
but still i feel so alone
i wish this was something that i could share
but here i stay as cold as stone
i am grateful for the times i had before this
but for sure now i know
that i will never experience that same bliss
trapped in this world alone.