No where to turn

A knife in my hand
blood on the floor
words in my head
\\\"you skanky little *hore\\\"
my feeling are worthless
my mind is blank
i feel so unsecure
i feel like a dirty $kank
i feel like i have to
i feel like i must
i feel like i\\\'m alone
with none to trust
i know that i\\\'m weak
and i know i\\\'m not strong
i want to be dead!
is this feeling so wrong?
i have no friends to guide me
i have noone to turn
i never had a parent
to come down really stern
i need a friend to guide me
i need a brand new life
that is why i slit my wrist
with this bloody knife...

*dedicated to one of my friends. She slits her wrists and i tried to put my self in her shoes to try to understnad what she is going through...i love her dearly and i just wanted her to know that i am here for her!