Dear Mom, How could you do this to me you left me at 3 years old how just how could you be so heartless. I hate you.
I though you would know this is a time in my life.
I need you most. But your not here and I hate you for that.
I'm 12 years old now did you know that?
I bet you didn't. You don’t know me at all do you?
That’s right you don't there are thing I would like to remind you about you left me did you forget me that’s all. Cause the things that remind me of you make me cry inside.
You don't understand the pain I had to go through.
Seeing other girls with their mom's laughing and smiling knowing their mom's love them but them I come home sometimes I just wish you were there but no you aren’t.
Do you even remember me sometimes I think you don’t.
my pain is nothing to you and that makes me wonder did I even take part in you life sometimes I think no.
I was a prop to you nothing more well these are my feelings here’s one more.
I HATE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND MIND I HATE YOU. You never took me anywhere it’s like I never existed to you DON’T you know me I mean how could you I mean you never took the time to get to know me so how should you know anything about me my life or anything you thought I was worthless and don’t dine it you know it’s true was I a mistake to you because that’s how it feels to me do you have any idea what it’s like to grow up without a mother you had yours but I never had mine my childhood was taken from me I was forced to grow up faster then anyone I know but sometimes I start to think it made me a better person for that even though now I have so many problems now that I’m in the real world with my own life no one to judge me not like you or anyone else use to do
I can’t believe you made me have so many problems you used me as a tool emit it you never knew how I felt with my pain and my losses and all that bull crap…. To be continued
