Need to you to help me

I ain't really had it easy
this past few weeks
my love life has disappeared
Everything went so wrong

But before i knew it
I started falling for you
Even though i wanted him
something changed

I no longer felt like i did
All you had to do was smile
and i would melt inside
I don't want you, i need you

I need you to help me
to be happy again
to be myself
to be in love

I hope you don't hurt me
like the others just have
i never want to feel like that
and go through more pain

please don't keep me waiting
I'm dying inside
without the love and protection
i so desperately need