Able to accepted

I know it'll take forever,.
but I'll still wait for you,.
even if knowing,
forgiving me
ain't true,.

sometimes i think,.
of what i did wrong,.
to break up a relationship,.
TO ME felt so strong,.

and there are times,.
I'd miss you so much,.
mostly the times,
were when i saw you at lunch,.

and you knew i liked you,.
but didn't feel the same back,.
you had your own lady,.
and i respect that,.

yet there were things
you just didn't understand,.
you thought i wanted you,.
as my man,.

but i just wanted
to be your friend,.
and have this relationship
that'll never end,.

but everything screwed up,..
and now i lost ed you,.
I'll try to get you back,.
but there's nothing i could do,.

and i know I'm not the one,.
so i wont push myself to be,.
because i know
the one you love,.. ISN'T ME,.

but i do wanna say,.
there's something you never knew,.
after you left-ed me,.
i realized,......
"I LOVE YOU",............